Nikhil Kapoor

  I grew up in India watching my parents meditating twice a day, they were hardcore Meditators, as a child I used to copy my father and use to imitate him, may be that practice also counts. But with time I 
forgot the skill or desire, I used to ask my parents or some many gurus they use to disregard my desire to learn how to mediate by looking at my age. So I used to try meditating on my own once in a while before going to the bed, but experience was not really good all the suppress stuff and memories use to pop out, at that tender age I even did not know what and how to deal with them. I used to ask my family, but even they did not have any answers, as they use to follow Mantra based mediation, and for some reason I was not able to create inane interest in mantra based meditation.  Then i moved to USA at a age of 21 by myself lived in NyC for 8 years, was a new immigrant with high hopes and pride, but the culture was very different and I had my share of struggle, there I met somebody online and he showed me a meditation, and tried to teach me a witnessing meditation. I started meditating not to find the god, but to relieve the stress, and something to help me incorporate me to the new society, but things were fine, in the college where I was studying business, my grades were almost As in all the subject I was doing good in school but not in my professional life may be because it was not meant for me. Anyways, I got stuck with spiritual practices, after that I bought every self help book in the market, tried most of the methods and techniques available in the Market, I almost tried 113 methods all together. Which only lead to more trouble, than any help, may be I did not have any guidance from any spiritual master, but now I feel it was a blessing in disguise, 
  In 2008 after I moved to Canada, moving to another new country, starting a career and life back from scratch brought more struggle to the overloaded mental system, that's where I decided to visit a M