Spilt Milk

Comfortably Numb. That's how I want it. I like it that way. I'm nothing important. But 'nothing' is nothing important either. I don't understand many things that make sense and I'm not just a mannequin for others to dress up. It's better that way. I would rather be hated for who I am, than to be loved for who I'm not. I care for others more than myself. Windows are often the best mirror. I don't care about death, I've been dying since the day I was born. I have an out of body experience when I look at stars. Pause. That's probably me in the corner, if you look, that's me in the spotlight; losing my religion. Don't feed the ill. You heard me. "What do you want to be when you grow up?" they asked me in my youth, I replied "Happy." and it was regarded as unintelligent. I hope I'm not alone. The only reason anyone hates anything is because they see it within themselves. Do you not have a canvas? Paint over mine. I open windows when there's a draft. I knock on my door so I can answer it. I don't like it when people don't like what I don't like. I hate being like anyone else in any simple fashion; I'm stubborn that way. I believe that thought is the consequence of silence. I'm an example of how being a zero is as close as you can be to number one. If you think this paragraph needs structure then I don't wanna be your friend. I am not what I think I am, I am not what YOU think I am; I am what I think you think I am. Let your candles bleed; it's better to burn out than to fade away.